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Friday, May 07, 2004

Fri, 07 May 2004 19:45:21 GMT

Hey whats up everyone... I know I haven't wrote anything in alil while... But I have been really busy.... Well heres what has been going on... I'm looking for a job... Not that successful yet.. But anyways.. My ex Matt broke up with his gf acouple of weeks ago.. We have been hanging out lately... I think maybe we will hook back up soon... I miss him so much... I have relized that things I take for granted sometimes are somethings that other people don't have... I'm starting to get out of my bitchy mood that I have been in for the last couple of weeks and being happy again... I'm starting to dress nice like I actually care what I look like and stuff.. Its great... I'm waiting for Matt to come get me.. We're supposed to go out and do something tonight... I hope we go to the bon-fire that is going on over at Russels.. It should be another eventful weekend like the last... I am probably gonna go over and see my uncle Joe over at my grandparents soon.. I haven't seen him in acouple of months.. Ohh ya did I tell you.. I have lost 20lbs... I'm down to 103lbs now!!! YAAY for me... Well gotta go see my uncle and aunts and stuff... Talk to you all later...

Love ya Nickole...

P.S. Hey baby me miss you...

Friday, April 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 00:45:00 GMT

Last night I can probably say was the best night in along time... The man I love came over last night... I seemed so weird talking with him after the 4 months we didn't see eachother... We had so much fun last night I think it was the first time I have been really happy since 3 months ago... We layed on my couch and we cuddled and we laughed and we did all the things we did before... It was so nice... Dismorning when he left for his house to get ready for work he told me that he would call me after work and he gave me the biggest hug and kiss that he has ever given me... I love this man so much.. But he doesn't understand me he said.. What does that mean? I mean how can't he understand me we dated for over 6 months... Its weird... He hasen't called me tonight but he doesn't get out of work till late.. Well I just want him to know I love him and that it will always be that way... And hopefully he will be in love with me again and that he will want me back....

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 23:06:35 GMT

Some days I wish I could just be like everyone else... Have parents like everyone else.. I wish my mom didn't have to work so hard to support her family and that my dad would just not be in so much pain and wish to die all the time... I wish people could understand around here that its not right to talk shit about people... If they just knew how much it hurts people...

Well Papa Dukes goes in for surgery either this friday or next friday... Things will be alot better when the surgery is done and over...

I have some good news finally... I might have a job which means money and April 10th is my 5 hour test and then my road test and then I will be driving... But my new job will be in Corinth (where I live) and it will be the new Subway that they are putting in at the old Jack Frost... Its gonna be GREAT...

I went tanning yesterday.. Now I'm as RED as a lobster.. Damn this shit HURTS.. lol... Things are looking better today.. although my life is still really shitty its getting better.. Well GTG!!!

Oh ya LUIS is the KING!! lol

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Thu, 11 Mar 2004 19:53:50 GMT

Hmmm what should i say... life sucks then you die so fuck the world and lets get HIGH!!!!!!! well i'm bored so i'm outy gotta find something to do!!!

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 05:18:04 GMT

Well its 1:11am tuesday morning... Nothing is going on.. Just chatting online.. About to go to bed... Life is sucky like usual.. I am single and not liking it at all... Wish I had a man (a special one,hes already in sight)... Missing someone like crazy.. Hopefully will see them real soon (in the next week)... I'm trying to keep myself busy so I don't think about being single all that much... I can't wait till friday night or saturday... Sam comes back to town.. well thats it for now keep checkin for updates...

I love you like a fat kid love cake.._ _ _ _

Nickole

Monday, March 08, 2004

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 04:44:18 GMT

Today was ok... I didn't really do anything... Since I was up till 4:30am I slepted till 12:30pm... Then I woke up and went outside raked my yard (not that much fun)... Then my BEST friend Ashleigh had her dad come over and told him that she was moving in with me (from her cousin carol's house hasen't lived with parents since early september)... So after she told him, we went to carol's picked up half of her stuff (carol is packing the rest).. We came back to my house and unpacked all her clothes put them into the drawers (after we called and let her mother in on it, parents are split)... Then my sister, ash, and I went for a walk to mobile and back... When we got back I started cleaning again (nothing better to do)... After I cleaned, I worked out for about 3 hours (I like to stay in shape)... During working out Chad called, wasen't that very interesting of a phone call just the regular hey whats up how you been, I'm gonna lose ya up here (*hint* he was on a cell) good bye thing... After that I decided to run alil bit so for 45 mins I ran... Then it started to snow *Reminder its March*... When I got home I got in the shower and here I am... I told you my life isen't that interesting... Ohh and Chad is just a friend... Well I have school in acouple hours so I'm heading it to bed now after I brush my hair.. So I will update again tomarrow around the same time.. C-Ya then...

Nickole

Sunday, March 07, 2004

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 04:48:03 GMT

Hey sup people....

This is my first entry... Its probably gonna be the most interesting and the most informing thing in here (about me)... I'm just gonna tell ya straight out I'm not that interesting...

~***¿Basic Stuff¿***~

Name-Nickole (with a K please)

Sex-Female dumb ass

Age-17

Single or Taken-Single.. I wish I had a man

Zodiac Sign-Leo.... GRRR baby GRRR

Hair Color-Blonde in the summer... Darker in the winter

Height-5'3-5'4

Glasses or Contacts- Both... I had glasses for along time before I got my new contacts... Now when I feel like it i can change my look and wear contacts or glasses...

Peircings, Tattoos-I have my cartilage peirced, and my belly button (hope to have more soon)... Tattoos none yet (I will have my name tattooed in chinese across the back of my neck very soon though)...

Birthplace-The back seat of a car.. Then my mom made it to the hospital afterward...

~***¿Have I ever¿***~

Have I Ever Skinny Dipped-Yes, many times.. No details though

Have I Ever Been Drunk- I started drinking at 13.. Now I pretty much drink every weekend and alot during the week...

Have I Ever Been High-Ya always

Have I Ever Smoked A Cigarette-To many to count

Have I Ever Skipped School-Plenty of times.. most recent was Friday

Have I Ever French Kissed-Yes many times with many boys..

Have I Ever Been Rejected-Its the story of my life...

Have I Ever Been To A Funeral-Ya alot of them..Most tramatic was my baby cousin's 3 yrs ago.. (R.I.P Lauren Frances Perry)

Have I Ever Been On Stage-Yes

~***¿Favorites¿***~

Food-Pizza

Drink-Pepsi

Alcoholic Beverage-Any kind of straight liquor/beer is mich ultra

School Subject-Art... Designing drawing keeps me sane...

Flower-Black Rose

Movie-Eurotrip

Soda-Pepsi

Color-Pink

Vacation Spot- Anywheres that is warm and quiet

Band-Right now its 3 Days Grace

Fast Food-KFC.. the chicken zinger combo

Cartoon Character-Pooh Bear

Month-August

Day-Wednesday... Hey its the best because its HUMP DAY!!!

Thing-My Harely Davidson Bear

Snowmobile- 04 XC 700

Motorcycle-Honda F4I

Car-Dale Earnhardt Monte Carlo

Truck-Anything Chevy.. Fords SUCK ASS

~***¿Prefer¿***~

Hugs or Kisses- Both... They both are the best feeling in the world..

Guys or Girls-Guys... Girls complain alot...

Scary Movie or Comedy-Scary Movie.. The best way to watch them is with your bf (or best guy friend) so when you get scared you can cuddle with them..

~***¿Believe In¿***~

Heaven-Yes.. Thats where my baby cousin is....

Hell-Yes.. Thats probably where I will end up.. lol

God-Not right now... Or I would be alot happier..

True Love-Sorta..

Love At First Sight-Ya... Well I thought so...

Well thats the end of my facts and info of me. If you wanna know more then ask me... I will update more pics when I get my free trial of xanga premium... It will be acouple days so keep checking in...