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Name: Nickole
Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 8/10/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: I like building things that mean something... I like to do anything that is hands on.. Its just me... Just im me at one of my instant msgers if you want to ask
Expertise: Hey I am pretty good at rebuilding things like small engines and shit... Its a pretty cool hobby.. And another is attracting guys and then driving them away with my forwardness, and not letting myself become to close.. (been hurt alot)...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  mtrcyclemama19
Yahoo:  playmate81087
Member Since:
3/6/2004
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| Hey whats up everyone... I know I haven't wrote anything in alil while... But I have been really busy.... Well heres what has been going on... I'm looking for a job... Not that successful yet.. But anyways.. My ex Matt broke up with his gf acouple of weeks ago.. We have been hanging out lately... I think maybe we will hook back up soon... I miss him so much... I have relized that things I take for granted sometimes are somethings that other people don't have... I'm starting to get out of my bitchy mood that I have been in for the last couple of weeks and being happy again... I'm starting to dress nice like I actually care what I look like and stuff.. Its great... I'm waiting for Matt to come get me.. We're supposed to go out and do something tonight... I hope we go to the bon-fire that is going on over at Russels.. It should be another eventful weekend like the last... I am probably gonna go over and see my uncle Joe over at my grandparents soon.. I haven't seen him in acouple of months.. Ohh ya did I tell you.. I have lost 20lbs... I'm down to 103lbs now!!! YAAY for me... Well gotta go see my uncle and aunts and stuff... Talk to you all later...
Love ya Nickole...
P.S. Hey baby me miss you... | | |
| Last night I can probably say was the best night in along time... The man I love came over last night... I seemed so weird talking with him after the 4 months we didn't see eachother... We had so much fun last night I think it was the first time I have been really happy since 3 months ago... We layed on my couch and we cuddled and we laughed and we did all the things we did before... It was so nice... Dismorning when he left for his house to get ready for work he told me that he would call me after work and he gave me the biggest hug and kiss that he has ever given me... I love this man so much.. But he doesn't understand me he said.. What does that mean? I mean how can't he understand me we dated for over 6 months... Its weird... He hasen't called me tonight but he doesn't get out of work till late.. Well I just want him to know I love him and that it will always be that way... And hopefully he will be in love with me again and that he will want me back.... | | |
| Some days I wish I could just be like everyone else... Have parents like everyone else.. I wish my mom didn't have to work so hard to support her family and that my dad would just not be in so much pain and wish to die all the time... I wish people could understand around here that its not right to talk shit about people... If they just knew how much it hurts people...
Well Papa Dukes goes in for surgery either this friday or next friday... Things will be alot better when the surgery is done and over...
I have some good news finally... I might have a job which means money and April 10th is my 5 hour test and then my road test and then I will be driving... But my new job will be in Corinth (where I live) and it will be the new Subway that they are putting in at the old Jack Frost... Its gonna be GREAT...
I went tanning yesterday.. Now I'm as RED as a lobster.. Damn this shit HURTS.. lol... Things are looking better today.. although my life is still really shitty its getting better.. Well GTG!!!
Oh ya LUIS is the KING!! lol 
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| Hmmm what should i say... life sucks then you die so fuck the world and lets get HIGH!!!!!!! well i'm bored so i'm outy gotta find something to do!!! | | |
| Well its 1:11am tuesday morning... Nothing is going on.. Just chatting online.. About to go to bed... Life is sucky like usual.. I am single and not liking it at all... Wish I had a man (a special one,hes already in sight)... Missing someone like crazy.. Hopefully will see them real soon (in the next week)... I'm trying to keep myself busy so I don't think about being single all that much... I can't wait till friday night or saturday... Sam comes back to town.. well thats it for now keep checkin for updates...
 I love you like a fat kid love cake.._ _ _ _
 Nickole | | |
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